Well, midterms
are next week. Which means that I am already half way through my third semester
as a student at the University of Georgia, I cannot believe time has passed
this quickly. However, this time has not passed without its blessings and
struggles, lessons and mistakes, and stresses and reliefs. To say I have grown
since the beginning of my freshmen year would be the understatement of the
year. I have learned more about who I am and whose I am in the past year and a
half that I even knew was possible. Looking back at freshmen year, I have
realized that all of the trials and struggles that I had led me to be where I
am right now and I wouldn’t trade that for anything. By having this
realization, it is only helped me further grasp the concept of God’s plan for
my life. At the time of those tough times my freshmen year, I could not see why
on earth God was putting me through them, but now as I look back on them, I
know exactly why He did it. This has given me such a positive outlook on this
semester, reminding me that through my trials and struggles, God has a plan and
it is perfect. Which leads in me into what I want to talk about. God has really
been working in my heart lately. I feel more at peace with everything in my
life than I ever have and I know it is not because my life is peaceful. I am
busier than ever. I am constantly doing something, whether it is studying,
cleaning, volunteering, meeting, or socializing, I feel like I never stop
moving. Although I LOVE to be busy, it can be a lot to juggle all at once. In
this constant activity, I have begun to look to God through it all to find
peace during a hard, busy, or stressful day. Even the days where I am not as
busy, not as stressed, or not as tired, I still look to God to find peace in
the calmness. Last week, I read a verse in Jesus Calling that really caught my
attention. 1 Peter 5:7 says “Cast all your anxiety on him because he CARES for
you.” I have read this verse too many times to count, but I never really
stopped to think of the impact that it could have on my daily life. Over the
summer, I really learned what it meant to “cast my anxiety” onto God and give
Him all my stress, worries, praises, and thoughts. Ever since then, it is has
been a constant growing process of me fighting with control over my own life
versus giving it all up God. As I am a person who loves control and loves to
know what is going to happen, you could see how this would be difficult. But
through lots of prayer and lots of perseverance, I have begun the slow, but
steady process of giving everything to Him throughout my day to day life. It
has been hard to get use to, but I cannot even begin to put into words what a
positive impact it has had on my life. It was a HUGE weight lifted off my
shoulders and I am at such peace with everything even in the midst of my 5
meetings, 18 hours of school, and 10 hours of volunteering a week (yes, crazy I
know!). in the Jesus Calling devotion where I read 1 Peter 5:7, it also said
this: “Commit everything into My care. Turn from the path of planning to the
path of peace.” As I have started my transition from the path of planning to
the path of peace, I could not be more in awe of God and His desire to know and
love me. I hope that this encourages you to trust in God and give your worries,
stresses, and even praises over to Him everyday.
I hope you
have a wonderful, blessed week!
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